Cheap and easy :)
Stop checking your phone. He doesn’t want to talk to you. He has a life unlike you. He has friends. You’re alone. You’re worthless. Don’t forget that. You’re not skinny and pretty like the other girls. He could probably do better than you. He probably just feels sorry for you. Stop getting your hopes up.
Just when I’m happy I realized that I’m a monster and even if I want to make others happy, it doesn’t work because. well. why would anyone get happy because of me?